Julianne Moore, photographed by Helena Christensen for Rika Magazine
spectacular speculations.
Hello, I'm Gabi. I like sleeping.
Natalie Wood, Dennis Hopper and Nick Adams walking in Los Angeles during nighttime to improve acting, photographed by Ralph Craine, 1957.
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I'M INDIFFERENT TO YOU: excerptsfromchrispinesmoleskine: Went to Build-A-Bear Workshop today....
excerptsfromchrispinesmoleskine:
Went to Build-A-Bear Workshop today. My therapist said it’d be good for me, to get me out of the rut I’m in, called it an “exercise in creation.” I held the limp carcass of the bear in my hands for what felt like hours. What was I doing? Who was this bear? Why was it here? Not here, not yet, not quite. Did it want to be? What right did I have to thrust this bear into the cacophony of being without first giving it a purpose? I couldn’t move. Then this kid asked what I was talking about, and I realized I’d been soliloquizing in a sea of children.
“I can’t even think of a name,” I said, staring down at the bear I couldn’t bring myself to make, its black, plastic eyes like currants in a semolina loaf that no one ordered but had shown up anyway.
“How old are you?” the kid asked. I looked at his bear. It was bursting at the seams.
“I think I’m having an existential crisis.”
“I’m ten.”
“Okay.”
“You should name it Trojan.” I was stunned. This kid knew Homer? Then he said, “After the condom your dad should have worn.” He took the bear out of my hands and threw it at me, like that had been its purpose all along.
Whoever said kids are wise is a liar. Kids are dumb as shit.
I have three finals in a row today, byeeeeeeeeeeee
There’s a Ukrainian guy in Brooklyn who’s using my email for all his accounts, including his American Express card…
UPDATE: I just got an email from Miele, they cancelled his appointment to fix his gas cooktop and still charged him for it.
nothing like the aurora borealis to make you feel small and insignificant and make you realize everything will be okay.
its 4am and the sky is green and the sun’s starting to rise and everything is going to be okay.
